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[Jul. 31st, 2005|01:26 am] |
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| | IMH: Motion City Soundtrack | ] |
New lj. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _makemeill_ It's gonna be strict on the friends, because it will be friends only. It was too much work to change all of this over and delete people. Just fucking add it if you're on this list:
_____disengage
aionios_fylo
aisthima
death_is_comedy
ghost_of_a_tear
haruka_makkura
hellonwheels01
howido
joelys_boy
melodicneed
mizunderstood15
monnie_doggett
one_2_3_4
radiocast
rainbow__vomit
tanitamia
upfromthedown
They are on that list because they are (1) My best friend, (2) I heart them or think they are cool, (3) They leave comments.
If I left you off that list and you really want to be added, leave a comment NOW because I think I'm deleting this one in a while.
I will move all of my stories over to the old one, so don't worry! |
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| What's the dillio? THIS IS! |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|12:05 am] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "What's The Dillio?"-Mest | ] |
Ok. So I'm trying to be calm and not get so gay but I just found out that Mest is touring with Social Distortion in September and October...
AND THEY'RE COMING SEPTEMBER 21ST! I'M SO THERE BITCHES!
I think I peed my pants a little...
"Oh yeah, he'll check you out...oh man. I've never seen THAT before!" |
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| What the fuck is wrong with us?! |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|11:00 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Long Days Long Nights"-Mest | ] |
Damn it, Porsha beat me to posting! That never happens!
So this morning we saw James and he was being such a little pussy bitch. God, just move already! 'Nuf said.
Then we went to the pet store in Excelsior and played with the cute kittens. I totally loved the little energetic one who crawled all over me. He was sweet. Then we got Paige and went to Petsmart and I totally feel in love with this little kitten named Lulu. She was the sweetest thing. She would just snuggle into you and then when we put her back into her cage, she whined so I put my finger in the cage and kept petting and playing with her. Ah, she totally stole my heart.
Then we went up to the clinic because they had these little boutiques set up yesterday and Porsha wanted to go back but it was over. Then we went back to Petsmart because Porsha had to change the appointment she made for Briggs. Paige and I snuck away to see Lulu. Then Porsha joined us and we literally had to run away from the cage so we could leave. Oh! On the way to Petsmart, Porsha and I saw this cute little emo boy, standing by the light waiting for it to change so he could cross, so when we drove by (slowly) we honked at him and were like, "WOO!" God, we're so pathetic. But he was adorable and had the tiniest and cutest ass I've seen in a long time.
And tonight I got some new lip rings but I can't get the motherfucking ball to snap in so I'm going to try to go to St. Sabrina's tomorrow and have someone put it in for me. I feel so helpless!
"See these cards? They get me discounts at McDonald's, Arby's, Taco Bell and Dairy Queen cuz I eat there so much and I am a valued customer at those fine dining establishments!" |
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| Ten hotties |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "What Now"-LMP | ] |
Name 10 musicians you find attractive. Then tag 5 of your friends. I wasn't really tagged by death_is_comedy but she told everyone to do it and since I heart her, I shall do as she wishes.
1) Branden Steineckert (The Used)
2) Tony Lovato (Mest)
3) Quinn Allman (The Used)
4) Ryan Key (Yellowcard)
5) Frank Iero (My Chemical Romance)
6) Nick Wheeler (The All-American Rejects)
7) Brandon Thomas (Bleed The Dream)
8) Jeremiah Rangel (Mest)
9) Joel Madden (Good Charlotte)
10) Ryan Phillips (Story of The Year)
And I'm tagging:
aionios_fylo
monnie_dogget
upfromthedown
mizunderstood15
joelys_boy
But anyone can do it. |
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| My confession |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
Hi, my name is Michael and I am hardcore addicted to Fall Out Boy.
And all the boys and girls say:
"Hi, Michael!" |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|05:34 pm] |
Tell them lies and they will believe you
When you're honest they will deceive you
If you love them they will just leave you
But if you play them they will stay with you |
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| "She has to light her own cigarette" |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|04:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MEST | ] |
Uhh...let's see. Another totally awesome, random day.
Porsha and I went to our park (again, what else do we do?) this morning and then we went back to the high school cuz Paige lost her ball. So we sat and watched her practice for a while. She's totally awesome, I couldn't play basketball to save my life. Then we went out to lunch at McDonald's. We were in the car and Porsha and Paige we're trying to figure out where to go and all of a sudden, Paige shouts "MCDONALD'S!" so we drove off down the street, yelling, "YES! MCDONALD'S! WOOO!" and these kids were staring at us like we're crazy. It was funny.
Then we got there, and ok, I hate to say this about a fucking fast food place, but I got the new Club chicken sandwich and holy shit that fucker was good. It was like, gourmet McDonald's or something like that. Ahh, so yummy. And then we pretended to be this huge fat woman from the South and embarrassed Paige, but we were all laughing so hard.
Then we all went back to the park and and just wandered around. It was a cool day. Oh, we went into this little pet store and Porsha and I watched the cutest little kitten play with this shiny ball, it was the most adorable thing.
"He's gay AND he eats chicken! He's the scum of the earth!" |
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| Commit THIS to memory |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|12:17 am] |
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| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Motion City Soundtrack | ] |
I'm not smiling behind this fake veneer
I am often interrupted or completely ignored
But most of all I'm bored
I'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning |
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| Falling Into Place: Chapter 3 |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|08:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Watching Law and Order: SVU | ] |
Title: Falling Into Pieces, the sequel to Take Me Away
Author: bhnd_hazel_eyes
Pairing: Branden Steineckert (The Used)/Tony Lovato (MEST)
Rating: PG, for now.
Disclaimer: It's never going to happen, dears.
Summary: Branden and Tony have such a perfect life together and it's only going to get more precious. *Warning* MPreg!
Dedications: To everyone that took the time to read Take Me Away and begged for the sequel. I'm so glad you liked it that much! I'm writing this just for you all!
Take Me Away can be found my memories section.
( Chapter 3 ) |
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| Lubricated condoms are grostky. |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|06:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fall Out Boy | ] |
I did worry over nothing, again. Typical me. All my grandpa wanted to do was give me these stupid National Geogrpahic magazines that will just collect dust until I throw them out and find out if I'm prepared for senior year and college and what not.
I'm actually really sick of people asking me about college. I know that senior year begins in a month and I need to have everything figured out and I do, for the most part have it all figured out. I actually don't know why it bothers me so much when people ask about it. I think it's because I feel like no matter what I do with my life, it will never be good enough for any of them, especially for my dad's family. I mean, I shouldn't care, right? I don't give a fuck about anything else so why does this bother me?
Anyway, so Porsha came over and I had these condoms that they were handing out at Warped still in my bag. We decided to open the "mint tingle" one and see if it really did taste like mint and if it did indeed tingle. Well, it didn't. It tasted like the toothpaste the dentist uses when you go in to get your teeth cleaned and it didn't tingle. Well, from what we could tell by just holding that slimy thing in our hands. Then we took out a normal lubricated one and rolled it out as far as it could go. That thing was long. Then I stretched it out even further and Porsha put her finger on it, pulling it down and when she let go, lube flew everywhere and I got some on my fucking face. It was funny as hell.
Then we went to the park and hung out with these 8 year old whores who were meeting these guys, that were 19 that they talked to on like, live links or some shit like that. Ok, so they weren't 8 they were like, 14 but whatev, they were totally sluts. That was cool.
Gross, my face is peeling from that damn sunburn I got on Sunday. All well, it was totally worth it to meet Tony and have his hand on my stomach.
"And I've got arrogance down to a science, and I'm sorry my conscience called in sick again..." I think that one pretty much sums me up, right? |
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| I'm jaded, stupid and reckless...all the time. |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|07:34 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Jaded"-MEST | ] |
My grandpa called tonight and wants to take my brother and I out to lunch tomorrow, which is cool, I guess. I mean, my grandpa's not like some old fuddy-duddy, he's a pretty cool old man but I always get a little worried when he wants to take us out to lunch. I guess because the first time he did that, it was after my uncle rudely told him I'm gay without my permission and he kind of sprung that on me at McDonald's. You just never know what he'll bring up. I'm probably just worrying over nothing, but like I said, you never know with that old man.
"Up on the rooftops, listening to punk rock, nobody believed us, this could be our one shot..." |
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| Wasting Time |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Do You Know"-Quietdrive | ] |
I can officially say I was quasi-productive today. I wrote a new song. Go me!
( Wasting Time )
Ugh, I feel like my lyrics aren't catchy enough right now. You know how some songs are just so catchy they get stuck in your head? I don't think I do that well. Poo.
"I'm just a kid on a branch, you should come up and dance, I want a little romance, would you please give me a chance?" |
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| "Only I could be so dumb" |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|03:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Frozen Foods"-Quietdrive | ] |
So, at Warped, I found this promotional CD for a band, Quietdrive on the floor. There were a ton of them on the floor and I felt bad for them so I picked one up and I listened to it last night, they're really good. I've been listening to it non-stop. I'm totally loving those damn three songs on that CD. They're gonna be at the Fine Line on August 5th, so you know Porsha and I are gonna be there!
I think Quietdrive was that band I was supposed to see with Sam that one night a few months ago... whatever. Porsha and I are gonna go! Woo! It's only like, a week away.
This morning, Porsha and I went to the park again and I was like, "Let's go swinging!" so we went up the swings, and they were too small for our asses! Like, the chains were pinching us and then I couldn't get off. I'm telling you, swings are going to make those little fat kids become anorexic. Then we went to pick up her sister at the high school with "Fuct Up Kid" blaring from the speakers, it was awesome. This is only a sign of the school year to come and it's gonna rock hardcore
"Crush my heart with your new heels, I would beg for you but I don't kneel..." |
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| Warped Pics! |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Memory"-Sugarcult | ] |
Here are the thumbnail versions of the good pics from warped, most of the pics we took of the bands onstage didn't turn out too well, but if you want to see them e-mail me or something. To see the full-size verions of these, go here: http://photobucket.com/albums/y12/MalevolentDuck/
One of the cutest moments of the day, Tony watching Bleed The Dream:
Tony in the tent:
The yummy-ness that is Brandon on stage:
Mest and I...check out Tony's hand...:
 SEE?! SEE?! *Squeals*
Porsha and Mest:
Porsha and Bleed The Dream:
Me and Bleed The Dream:
 Me and my fucking big head got in the way of Brandon's hot face.
Porsha and Dave from BtD:
Me and Dave:
 God, look at how hot we are... especially together!
But this is the hottest thing:
 Porsha and I
"All of my dreams are in your eyes, I wanna be inside your heaven..." |
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| Warped= Probably best day ever. |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|01:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fall Out Boy | ] |
I'm going to try to not make this really long, but... fuck that. It will be.
So, Porsha came over at 8 and we got all ready and did last minute things. Then we went out to breakfast at that fine dining establishment, McDonald's. We were so giddy and excited, it was awesome. Then we slowly made our way up to the metrodome and our excitment kept building! We waited outside for a bit before they opened the gates and then on our way in we saw Julia. That was cool.
So we went to the schedule and wrote down what we wanted to see then turned around and went to the Mike Stage to see the All-American Rejects who were going on in 15 minutes. They fucking rocked, Porsha got all into it and it was an awesome way to start the day.
Then we went around walking, mostly to try to find where and when Bleed The Dream was playing. Finally found their tent and I bought a shirt and the DVD. Dave was in the tent so we asked to get a pic with him. Then we headed back to the Bishop Stage to see Mest.
Like I have to even explain Mest. They fucking rule. Period. We wasted all of our energy on them and took a shit load of pics. Hands down, the best performance I saw that day. After they finished, we went down to their tent, I got a shirt and then we waited around by the tent to get autographs and pics.
That was when the confusion started because the schedule at the beginning of the day said that MCR played at 2:45, and Mest was doing autographs at 2:30 and Bleed The Dream were playing at 2:30. But the BtD stage was right behind the Mest tent, so we could still see most of it, but we were gonna miss some of MCR. Then we got a text saying that MCR was playing at 3:45 because everything on the Bishop Stage got pushed back an hour, so we were like, sweet we won't miss them!
So, the guys from Mest come around to the tent and Tony kept walking over to the stage Bleed The Dream was playing on and watched them for a few minutes. I was like, "aww...it's Tony...and Bleed The Dream...and Tony's watching Bleed The Dream...cuuutttee." Yeah. Lame me. We get autographs (and Tony would keep looking up and watch Bleed The Dream, so fetch!), then we finished watching the awesomeness that is Bleed The Dream and then went back and got pics with Mest. And this is the greatest moment of the day, ok, ready? So I go up there to get my picture with the guys (excepts Jeremiah, he wasn't in any of the pics) and Tony put his hand on my stomach, right above my belt!!! I nearly had an orgasm. I could barely focus to take Porsha picture. She really got to see, first hand, how lame I can get.
Then we headed to the Bishop stage around 3:30 where there was already a huge crowd. At 3:45 Fall Out Boy came on, which was the time they were supposed to come on according to the schedule at the beginning of the day, but we were informed by the Warped Text Message Headquarters that they would be on at 4:45. We thought maybe that them and MCR just switched spots or whatever so we rocked our exhausted bodies out to Fall Out Boy, despite not being able to see anything.
Then we headed back to the Bleed The Dream tent to get a pic with them at 5:15. They were great, as always. I love those boys. We decided when were done we were gonna go back to the Bishop Stage and see who was on. So we did, and headed back there and Soasion was playing, at their original schedule time. So, we fucking missed My Chemical Romance! That blew, but the day was so awesome I wasn't that bummed out by it. Especially since Tony put his hand on me.
The day was amazing. I'm so glad that I got to share it with Porsha. There is honestly no one else I would have wanted to spend it with. It was nice to let her see the part of me that she has experienced yet, only heard about and I knew she would have a good time because we were together but I didn't expect to her to have such a good time. She loved every minute of it and got as giddy as I did! It was so cute. God, I love that girl. ♥
Yesterday was totally the greatest day I've had in such a long time. I'm gonna try to scrounge up some cash and get the pics developed tonight because I can't go a whole week without seeing them!
"Oh. My. God. I totally just creamed myself. Hang on, I have to sit down...
"Look, you made me all wet. I hope your happy with yourself!" |
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| If you could hear me, I am squealing |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|11:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Emotion Regression"-Bleed The Dream ♥ | ] |
K, so I'm feeling better now. I just have this insane amount of anxiousness and giddiness. And I don't give a fuck if those are real words or not!
I should try to sleep now cuz I know tomorrow is going to be long, exciting, awesome and draining!
EEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! YAYYYYYYYY!!!
Ok. Done with the little gay squeals but expect more in the next post. At least I am warning you now.
"My words run deep as the ocean, my voice infects as a disease, they just don't hear me anymore..." |
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| Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK? |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|07:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Commit This To Memory'-Motion City Soundtrack | ] |
Oh. My. God. I feel so exhausted, it's gross. I slept in until 2 in the afternoon because I couldn't get out of bed and I kept falling back asleep. Like, I really couldn't physically get out of bed. Then I went upstairs, got bitched at for sleeping in and not doing chores, but my mom noticed how out of it I was and chilled my dad out. I ate a bagel and went back to bed, falling back asleep until dinner.
I forced myself to go online so I could mapquest the way to the metrodome and I think I'm gonna go lay back down. I don't know why I feel so exhausted but it's sucking so much. I'm going to be pissed if this doesn't go away in 15 hours.
"You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night, you're the lazy, listless afternoon, you're the reason why I burst and why I bloom..." |
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| Do you smell hose? I smell hose! |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|10:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Humming FOB | ] |
Porsha and I went to the mall at like, three because she had to be home by six. It was so cool because this morning, I gave her some CDs of the Warped bands and we've been listening to them all day and when she came she was blasting Fall Out Boy. God, Porsha's totally my favorite person ever.
We went to Hot Topic and got her an awesome MCR shirt, and my husband, Brian was working and we talked and that made my whole week so far. Only it will totally be overshadowed by Warped. Then we got really awesome sunglasses! That was awesome. We wanted those cool white-frame sunglasses but those must be too high class for the EP mall or something. Then, here comes the coolest part: we wore our sunglasses inside the mall. Fuck yeah.
Tomorrow is going to be hell. I have to do a whole shit load of chores and crap to get some cash from my father for Sunday. It's lame, but whatever. Then there's just the fact that it's the day before Warped. The day before an entire day with the coolest person in the world and the coolest bands. I'm so excited. I think I'm more excited about the fact that Porsha is coming with me and I get to bring her into my world, you know?
But I'm fucking exhausted. Maybe I should go to bed and sleep? Probably not.
"That boy is so hot, I might just cream myself" |
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| Falling Into Place: Chapter 2 |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Cry"-Hilary Duff | ] |
Title: Falling Into Pieces, the sequel to Take Me Away
Author: bhnd_hazel_eyes
Pairing: Branden Steineckert (The Used)/Tony Lovato (MEST)
Rating: PG, for now.
Disclaimer: It's never going to happen, dears.
Summary: Branden and Tony have such a perfect life together and it's only going to get more precious. *Warning* MPreg!
Dedications: To everyone that took the time to read Take Me Away and begged for the sequel. I'm so glad you liked it that much! I'm writing this just for you all!
Take Me Away can be found my memories section.
( Chapter 2 ) |
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| In suburbia, things always stay the same. How can anybody change? |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|03:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Suburbia"-Kelly Osbourne | ] |
Lately, I've been more vocal about my parents and the whole situation with them to a lot of people. I never used to talk about it because I never thought it was bad, or as bad as someone else's situation and didn't deserve to be acknowledge but I know it does, for my own sake. Anyway, this morning I really opened up about it to Porsha. Not that it was surprising or anything like that, because it was a long time coming but it's just that I've never been that open and upfront about it before. It felt good to get it out. ♥
I think tonight we might go out to the mall. (God, I feel so valley girl-ish saying that) Just get out, and chill. Hopefully we can, cuz that'd be fetch.
Last night, I really wanted cookies, so I was going to make some but then I remembered that our oven doesn't work so instead, I made cookie dough and ate some of it. Of course, then I got kind of sick, but damn did that cookie dough taste good. I think I'm going to go eat some more of it...
Warped...is so close. Porsha and I were totally giddy about it this morning. It'll kick hardcore ass.
"I'm falling, catch me, I don't want to end up where I fell from..." |
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